Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Majisuka?!‏

Konnichiwa!!
Is everyone chaganju??! (sorry old joke from the last misison president)
Hows everyone doing? Staying warm in the winter weather? It hasnt been too cold here; in fact it got up to about 65 degrees out of nowhere and then back down to snow fall within a day.... this place is pretty nuts, not gonna lie.
Im doing good here in Matsue - better than last week. My companion and I felt the huge pressure of everything thats going on here and we were super frustrated. But we were finally able to set up an appointment with the Bishop - who is incredible - and like always, the judges in Israel stand in place of the Lord as they help to lift our burdens. We talked, shared ideas, discussed needs, and rejoiced in the Gospel over a couple of hours and I think all of us feel lighter now, and things are beginning to change.
I have a lot of repenting to do - complaining a lot, not being effective, not being dedicated enough - and Im excited for the things that will be happening in the near future here in Matsue. Im going to help make it a bomb ward by the time I leave, if its the last thing I do!! (because it probably will be the last thing I do!!....... *sigh*)...
Speaking of which, I know how excited you guys are to have me come home (some of you have probably been praying so that I would break my leg and come home sooner... haha just joking, I doubt it.... ?). But I beg of you - please dont write me trunkie emails. Its already hard enough having that hanging over my head, and then mondays: spirituality, downhill. Not saying youre not spiritual, just saying that its tough. Its a time for me to do even more than Ive done so far; I have more experience now, and it becomes a time to give more and sacrifice more. Im pretty excited. Like I said, I want to be peeled off the tarmac and put on the ambulance when I return, for I have given my all.
The area is good. Our Chinese investigator got released this monday. (From the Hospital, not jail). We went to Zone Conference this last week and I got to give my first Zone Instructions - which ended up actually pretty good, with the help from the Lord.
Its been trying recently, but not nearly as bad as I imagine all of you are being tried. Dont be disappointed - "the future is as bright as your faith". Remember that with obedience, Heavenly Father will endow you with faith, which faith will sustain you through your hard times, through the Atonement of the Savior Jesus Christ. I know that He suffered for each and every one of us so that we can find peace and joy in this life. He lives. He loves us. And together with the Father He attends to our every need. Like Isaiah, we can all feel through the Holy Ghost the Lord speaking to us, "I have engraven thee in the palms of my hands."
He will not ever forget us. He will never let us down. And He calls us to repentance so that He can heal us and encircle us in the arms of His love. How grateful I am for the Retored Gospel, and all the accompanying blessings of priesthood, comfort, knowledge, eternal families, and power to withstand temptations and trials. I know that Joseph Smith saw what He said he saw, that He truly received visions, revelations, and the Spirit of Prophecy. He is a true prophet of God, and through his faith and testimony of the Savior, has ushered in the last dispensation. That we may all gain a stronger testimony of this wonderful gospel, and feel our hearts burn with the love of the Savior daily, is my prayer, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
With much love!

Elder Victor M. S. Mourao
Japan Hiroshima Mission