Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Jiai

Konnichiwa!! Hows everyone doing? Hows December treating you now. Cold? Over here, ...`not so much`.
Anyways, now that were over my terrible English, not much has happened this last week. It was good and weve been able to find some good people to teach. Recently the number of people in our teaching pool has increased (a lot - and dramatically when compared to the missionaries in the past)- however hard it is to get appointments with people. The members, especially the Bishop and our Ward Mission Leader are really thrilled with whats happening in the ward. They are super excited and keep telling us that they dont want us to ever transfer haha.
Although were hearing that, I feel like we could do so much more. My vision of this area is over 4 times of what were doing right now. I feel like were working hard, but not as effective as we could. For example, time wasted on travel, not being effective when visiting members, etc.
Its been an incredible past few months in this wonderful city that has grown in my heart. The members are incredible. The finding - while difficult - is fun. And weve been able to see so many miracles. Many which happened within myself. But, all these things are just a shadow of I think the Lord has in store for this place. Like Paul, I resound, "Although I sound with the tongue of angels, if I have not charity, I am nothing." Like "tinkling cymbals". And thats where we come back to. The old age problem (and the sister missionaries complaint) "I dont have enough charity." Thats something Ive been working really hard on lately. "Why do I want to see baptisms?" "Why do I want to teach more?" "Why do I want to find people?"It all lies in love - or better, charity, the pure love of Christ. The same love that endured until death, that has patience with my weaknesses, my sins, and mistakes, and the same love that freely forgives. If my motives are pure in the Lord, I can become a stronger instrument in His hands.
I love this work. I love Japan and the Japanese people. But I need to love them more. But not just them, everyone. If I seek to love God, I need to seek to love my fellow brothers and sisters more too. And that love fills with joy and peace. Its incredible.
I love you all, and I hope that together, we can all seek to develop that kind of love by asking the Father, this Christmas season, as we remember the birth of Him who loves us so much, I pray, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.
Love,

Elder Victor M. S. Mourao
Japan Hiroshima Mission